OK.  So only 35-40 people are listening.  I can handle that.  Better than a kick in the ass, as my father used to say.  You play the hand you are dealt.  Which is an interesting thing for me to type considering I am currently texting someone who plays cards very well and with whom I would like to have a little brown chicken brown cow kinda fun.  You say 'say what'? Think if it as a test... in code... kinda like 'Drink More Ovaltine'.  Word to your mother.